Thursday, November 8, 2007

10 Days to go ...

wow...should i say i had a busy week or am i making myself to look like a busy man ... 10days to go for my my final year exam(STPM)...just to have a review 1 1/2 years back when i decided to study form 6...it was actually a sudden decision i had made because i was still dreaming of being a pilot!!!begin with a full of passion n desire on studies on my first day of school as i still remember ... as days gone by...sun set and moon rise...rain fall and river flow...my dream of being a pilot started to fade of...schooling life seems to be so so so meaningless and no heading after months of studies and getting such results... for a "not-dicipline","lazy",and "No-direction" of me felt a burden to carry on since it was not my interest ...and thats how i made it through the 1 1/2 years ... spending time with church members and friends to fullfil my time ..having faith in God that he has put me in such situation so that i would learn something throughout this 1 1/2 years ... yeah... tho i was abit sad(lol) ... but sumhow its good to stay in my hometown for these years atleast i still get 2 serve HIM and experience things which i had no seen before whn i was still in the days of(small kids)...sumhow sumwhere lately i had a feeling of leaving ipoh soon...question such a where am i heading? what i'll be doing? How am i going to survive? what is my next step ? All of a sudden i see stars hanging around my head... it means i am again worrying of my future ... i wonder will this be a common question asked among my age...how great it could be when i was a kid ... those were the days where at the end of the year school break i will be dreaming of holidays and trip to go or waiting for great television show on TV ... people out there.. feel free to drop your comment or life experience u guys had gone through for me ya ... for those who are going through the same feeling i am having ...haha...my answer will be(ASK GOD & PRAY FOR IT)..that will be the best answer i can give u so far...last but not least for tonight ... for those who will be taking SPM & STPM ... best of luck and give ur best to end the race ya...

have a nice day!!!